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Perpataw monos mou...O dromos einai adeios k ligo skoteinos..Dn exei simasia pou einai mera(einai??) alla o ouranos exei mia mountara..ena grizo xrwma pou dn mporeis na exigiseis alla pou se kanei na anisixeis me kapoio tropo..Ta ktiria fenontai egkataleimena kai ta amaxia einai gemata skonh les k einai paratimena kairo,sto eleos ton kairikwn sunthikwn..Dn akougetai kanena pouli k h zwh fenetai les k exeis stamatisei..Oso pernaei h wra katalabainw oti o aeras einai pagwmenos,ma to kruo auto dn me aggizei..dn to niwthw..Einai les k me kaluptei enas aoratos manduas k to kruo dn  me diaperna.
Sunexizw na katiforizw ton dromo.Anagnorizw me diskolia oti ta ktiria sta deksia mou,einaioi egkatastaseis tou gumnasiou pou pigaina stin efibeia mou..Kai omws,fenetai les k h mnhmh paleuei na to thimithei..les k sbinei,ksethoriazei h anamnhsh siga siga..Auto dn einai apotelesma ton xronwn pou exoun perasei ma einai les kai auth h anamnhsh einai ena kokkinos toixos k egw(dld to mualo mou)rixnei mauro xroma k siga siga..auth h mnhmh ksethoriazei,,Einai les kai xanei siga siga to mualo,tin istoria tis zwhs mou..


Etsi enw prospathw na mazepsw kathe kommati pou exei meinei apo auti thn anamnhsh...sth gwnia blepw mia skia..Plisiazw..Kontostekomai..Mou fenetai gnwrimh auth h ''skia''..oso plisiazw auth h skia pernei xrwma.Ksexwrizw ta rouxa,ta mallia,ta kosmimata,to fakelo kai to stulo pou krataei sto xeri.Blepw thn ekfrash se auto to prwsopo pou agwnizetai na katagrapsei sto fakelo ths auto pou tis exoun anathesei na simeiwsei..Ma giati mou fenetai gnwrimo auto to prwsopo..xm..Ma nai,einai h kathigitria agglikwn mou sto gumnasio..Mia kuria me konto kafe malli,stroggula gualia pou kanoun pio entono to austhro ths ufos..Mia gunaika pou kserei na kanei tous allous na tin sumpathoun alla einai kaluteri sto na thetei oria.

''Geia sas''.....Dn apantaei.."kalimera kuria''....tote gurnaei k me koitaei.Fenetai les kai dn me kserei..''Geia sou,paidi mou'' kai gurnaei sth douleia ths..Dn me anagnwrizei..etsi rwtaw..
''ti kanete edw?'' 
"Dn blepeis,katagrafw tis allages sto lukeio''..
''Ma,auto dn einai to lukeio..einai to gumnasio pou pigaina kai malista einai to idio gumnasio pou douleuete k eseis.''
''Ti les paidi mou.Edw itan k tha einai panta to lukeio.Pote dn upirxe gumnasio edw..Akou ti leei!!''


Niwthw mia zalada,les kai kapoios me tarakounaei..Niwthw les k xanetai olos o kosmos katw apo ta podia mou..To mualo dn mporei na sunexisei na thimatai..einai dunaton auto??...Exw thn aisthisi pws dn kserw tipota..pws olh mou h zwh dn einai ''sigouri''..Pws dn kserw ti exw ''zisei''..


Me pianei panikos,fobamai kathe ti gurw mou..Ola fenontai megalutera kai pio ''skoteina''..
H kuria gurnaei k me rwtaei ti epatha...Egw niwthw ti phoni na min bgainei apo to laimo..alla sunidhtopoio oti fwnazw...''Dn kserw,dn thimamai....ti exw pathei???'''


''Tipota'' leei mia foni,''Min fobasai,ola auta einai fisiologika''
Gurnaw...o anthrwpos pou exei balei to xeri tou ston wmo mou,einai o pateras mou..Ma fenetai distixismenos,les k eei gerasei ksafnika..Ta matia einai apomakra,gemata thlispi..kai me koitaei san na exei na me dei kairo..''Ela mazi mou''leei...Dn kserw giati alla ton akolouthw..Pou pame??..auth i skepsi katakluzei to mualo mou..Giati oso proxorame ola ginontai pio skoteina,pio apomakra..Einai les kai ola theloun na ksefigoun apo emena..Einai les k me ''diagrafoun''


''Ola ta ebapsa maura'' leei o pateras mou..
''Pou einai h mama??'' rwtaw.
''Pleon ola prepei na einai maura,dn uparxei logos gia allo xrwma''..sunexizei na monologei,axrwma k apomakra.
''Mpampa,pou einai h mama??''..niwthw righ les kai h apanthsh auth tha me kanei na lipothimiso.
''Ti rwtas?les k dn ksereis??....spiti fusika.'' kai prin kan apantisw sunexizei...''Klaeiei..Olh mera klaiei''
''Giati,ti egine??''...anisixo,kserw oti auto pou tha pei,auth h apanthsh tha ta allaksei ola..Dn thelo na tin akousw..oxi,oxi,oxi...
''Klaei giati dn se exei konta ths..klaei giati polu apla...exeis pethanei...''..




Mauro..ola einai maura..Zw,kserw oti eimai kapou alla dn blepw tipota..Anisixw..kai twra ti??...Tha meinw etsi?..Sto skotadi?..xwris tipota..??





Xipnisa...otan blepeis oneira san auta,niwtheis les k exeis zhsei kati pou dn eprepe..Htan auto pou leme ''alithino'' oneiro...Sta kommatia mou xalase oli tin imera mou....

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